Brisbane via Singapore

Currently in the crew lounge in Brisbane. Will be staying here for another day tmr and leaving the morning after. Hope i'll have a good time here, but by far, i'm still vexing over watever tat happened in Singapore.

I was really lucky to have gotten the Sin Bne Flight. It's a 9 days slot and by far the best layover in the entire flight roster that crew scheduling can assign. I was so excited initially to have gotten this flight cos i'll have a total of 4 days layover in singapore. But after the break up, i dun think it's such a good idea to be home now...

Had my first 24hr layover yesterday in singapore, and it turned out to be another nightmare. I went to his place cos i wanted to take back my belongings. In the end, i thought that i should just take back wat i need to use, thinking that there might be chances getting back together. Then i went to read his MSN history. And to my suprise, he has been chatting with tat bitch almost everyday for hrs.... Wat a disappointment.

I really thought tat he'd at least feel sad about the break up and kinda avoid tat girl a bit, but he seemed to be doing so fine without me and enjoying every moment of company with a bitch! She's quite an attractive and nice girl i would say, but her actions now not only pissed me off, but made me feel that she's just another typical SQ BITCH! How can she come in between her friend and gf when she knows that their relationship is in a crisis becos of her?

I can't believe tat the boyfriend i've trusted so much to not repeat his mistake again, will actually let me down once again... I've not listen to watever others have told me, but to follow my feelings to wanna get back to him. But once and again, he just continue to disappoint me with his actions.

I've already analysed to him so clearly of wat's going on, it's really up to him to decide before i finally leave him for good...

I'm still not over the vexing feelings, but i still hope that my stay in BNE will turn out to be nice.....