Calm day...

Went for Vaccination in the morning, my 3rd dose for twinrix. The 2nd one was 5 months ago, when i 1st came to Abu Dhabi. Well, it kinda reminded me that i'm really here for 5 months already.

Spent the rest of the day at home, and went to Al-wahda mall with filzah at night. Chatted with mum and finally told her about my story for the past few days. Didn't even realise that i have not contacted her since i came back from singapore. I was too engrossed with what's happening, plus i really really think that i was in depression, therefore didn't think of anything else except for wat i was going through.

Mum commented that i was pushing him too hard when i told her about my actions. Was quite sad to hear that though, but when i told her about the marriage topic that we discussed about, she was kinda speechless as well. Dear Huishan was online after i ended conversation with my mum, so had a chat with her too. She was very aggressive towards hoping that i'd not end my relationship. I shared my side of the story with her, but she didn't seem very agreeable, saying that i should be more understanding and stuff. I guess she doesn't exactly understand what i'm going through, but on the other hand, i started wondering if i'm really making a big fuss again.

Junie is the only one who can exactly understand how i feel. I shall have a good talk with her again tmr. Anyway, i found out that he chatted with his lovely Khim, as usual. Oops, i'm not supposed to check on him again, but i really wanna know if i made the wrong move. Anyway, i did ask him to change all his passwords but he didn't.....

I guess he just read the email i sent him. He sent me a msg saying that he did not tell anyone about the break up, everyone will know from reading my Friendster profile. I guess he's right, but still, he didn't say anything to wanna stop the break up, so isn't it agreeing to it? It's already been days.. Joker Huishan said tat i should give him a chance but i deleted him from MSN, therefore he can't contact me. I'm totally speechless, i didn't know tat msn is the only form of communication tool.

Went with Filzah to the mall at almost 10pm local time. This place is really weird, due to Ramadan, all the malls open at around 7 to 8pm, and closes from between 1 to 2am. It totally suits my body clock man. Bought some perfumed hand cream and a "book". I've not read more than 10 books in my entire life, i'm really not a fan of reading, thus it's quite a break through for me to buy a BOOK.

Bought "Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus". Wat to do, i think i really have to buck up on my relationship. Like wat my mum said, i'm really a loser to always get dumped in relationships. Although i was the one who initiated it, it's not ideally my idea to do it. Hope i'll get the essence of the book and be a love expert soon. *Haa*