Break away

Marriage is the grave of love. Then why do people still get married?
To me, marriage is just a cert that allows u to get a home. What is the meaning of getting married for the sake of getting married? It doesn't make sense me me at all. I dun think i'm suitable for marriage right now.

I think that time is the killer of love, especially for a drama addict like me. Watching all those love stories definitely make me expect a lot from a relationship, and not even getting close in reality, makes me emotional at times.

Watched "Forgetting Sarah Marshall" today. It's a nice love comedy worth watching, cos i like this kinda movie. And it's sweet tat Peng knows my preference and decided to watch with me. But sadly, after the show, we both acted weirdly. Indescribable feeling. Watch it and tell me.....

I feel emo right now. Feel like doing stupid things again. Feel that i'm too dependent on my relationship, on him. And that i should move on. Start all over again. Feeling stupid.
Feeling upset that we're together for so long, but we're still so young. Feel ashamed that i couldn't get along well with his family. Feel like an idiot in total.

Feel like running away...... Can i????

Healthy to be.....

I love aerobics. It's fun and it's a really good work out. Everytime i work out, i'll eat healthier and do stuff tat is healthy. Like applying moisturisers all over my body, doing mask, etc.

Signed up for Amore fitness but only went once. Anyway, it's a good start i guess, and i do enjoy the class. Signed up for the personal training class as well, but haven get started yet. It's a bit scary to go for the first lesson.

I'm over "Branded" goods at this point in time. It's kinda splurge of money when i could have save up that amount. And i dun like the feeling of people looking at me and giving the look that i've changed to become someone materialistic. They might not really think tat way, but i feel conscious. Not a good feeling.

So now, i'll stick to the not so expensive items. At least i'll try. hee.....