Bored bored bored

I'm so bored that i decided to blog.
Dear Jinglin suggested that i should blog when i've nothing to do since i haven't done so for so long. Hee. So here i am, blogging again.

My mind is filled with all the ROM stuff these few days. I kept asking myself:"Am i really getting married???" It feels so unreal. And the fact that i'm so excited, makes me feel pathetic, cos it feels like a one-sided thingy. Sounds weird, but i really feel this way.

Went around looking at wedding bands alone, and seeing other couple browsing around as well, makes me feel uncomfortable. Maybe becos he's not around and not becos he didn't wanna be around, that's the only excuse i can make up.

Anyway, i'm bored alone at home, loads of free time to think of nonsense, so bear with all my rubbish....

Funny Daddy

My dad is a funny guy. Not many people will describe him tat way i guess, cos he is funny in his unique way.

My dad is a sternly quiet person when he's sober, but when he's drunk, he talks like there's no tmr. But the thing is, he blabbers rubbish deep from his heart.

I broke the news to him about my ROM 2 days ago, but he didn't even say a word(cos he's sober). Just now when he came home from his drinking session, he started asking me why bf's family didn't come over to discuss the matter. He seemed pretty upset about it and i just kept quiet.

He also mentioned that his daughter,which is me, is not a nobody-want-gal, so i should be treasured and acknowledged.
Although he sounded kinda full-of-rubbish, i can feel how much he treasured me and i'm really touched, cos i know my dad really loves me a lot....

Wedding Bells....

Ding Dong Ding Dong!!!

This year's X'mas is our 7th Year Anniversary. Finally the 7th year itch is over. We've been through rough patches and happy moments, now we're finally gonna settle down together.

He proposed in his not-so-romantic way, the way that i'd imagined him to propose, cos it's just him. If he was to suprise me with something special, i might not be able to react appropriately.

Well, i guess i'll have to accept the way it is since i've decided the person to be him. Oh, and anyway, i got a Trilogy ring from him, the ring tat i used to love years ago.

The next will be our wedding bands.....

Love is Blind

I had a bad dream last night. Not really a nightmare. Just something scarily real.

I dreamt tat i had a bf who has another gf, meaning he's a two-timer. I was so in love with him tat i did not mind sharing him with another woman. My heart was hurting badly even after i woke up from the dream.

I came to realise that i'm just another typical stupid woman.