Singapore Airlines

Gosh, this is my 5th blog for today. You can see that i'm really bored huh.

Was surfing through friendster n facebook and looking through frens' profiles to see how are people getting along in singapore. Browse through Jovi's profile n blog. Got to know her from my last interview with SQ. She didn't make it through as well, so we went for breakfast together after the interview. As u can guess, she tried again from the SQ intake at TP n now she has already started flying.

Everyone gets in n it pisses me off. Looking at how her life is, i have a sourish feeling again. The feeling of regret. Tat's really a very big regret in my life. It's very unhealthy, but i dun seem to be able to get rid of that feeling. Despite the fact that i'm living a good life now, i am still unable to remove the horrible fact that i'm a rejected item of SQ...

Sometimes i wonder if i could make it if i try again. But it's really too dreadful. Somehow giving up my life here and in the end not getting it, is just too scary a thought. It's big contradiction for me....

Man, i hate SQ....