My mum knows me the best

Feeling extremely bad mood. Not exactly tat kinda bad mood, but feeling a mixture of anxiety, loneliness, depressed and emotional kinda feeling. Probably my PMS playing a fool with me, again.

But of course, i'm not over the SQ thingy yet, which contributes mainly to my mood swing. Been thinking, talking and even dreaming about it. Can't get it out of my mind. And my usual impulsive behaviour tries to take over me. But dun worry, i won't, cos my life here is too good for me to do anything tat i'll regret much...

Really can't help thinking over and over about it. To try or not to try? How do i go about trying? Do i really wanna go back singapore? Wat are the Pros and Cons? How much difference in the 2 airlines? Wat will i be giving up if i go back? Wat will happen if i go back? Is there any turning back if i regret?
All these questions kept lingering in my mind.... Going Crazy soon....

Needed someone to talk to, and my Heroine Mother came to my rescue. She's always able to give me constructive advises, not really everytime, but most of the time... hee.. Advises that'll make me feel much better. That'll make me think much clearer.

Sometimes, most of the time actually, i've already made up my mind, but i just needed someone to reassure me, to encourage me and give me the extra boost of courage to go ahead and implement it. I've always been very decisive in my decisions, i just need people to support me, especially those i love.......