LOST

Feeling the strong sense of loneliness again. Keep coming to me. Why can't it just leave me alone? Feels horrible to feel this way.

I seemed to be the only person in this world. Nothing seemed to be real. All the loving feelings that i got from anyone seemed to be a feeling that i made up myself before. They do not exist, or at least not anymore.

Can someone tell me what's wrong with me? I really feel like killing someone to let everything out. But i really can't.... So i really feel like killing myself.....