Thursday, 18 October 2007

Singapore......... Not.........

Just came home from the airport. Went all the way to submit a swap form to OCC. In the end, it's not approved. I was so happy tat someone is willing to give me her Sin/Bne flight for tis coming sunday. n i tot i'll be able to go home for 5 days, in the end....... haiz......

The past few days has been nice.... good mood, high spirit.... things going smoothly in most aspect.... not able to swap the flight is so far the only disappointment. But i guess i've been drinking and partying a little too much...

Bought hydroxy cut yesterday and took one pill immediately last night. Went zenith after tat, which was not the original plan, and of course, drank alcohol... i guess it's the combi of the pill and the drink that almost took my life.. haha...

Woke up at 8 in the morning and started puking non stop... there's basically nothing in my stomach to puke but i just kept puking.... i swear i almost died... but this should stop me from touching alcohol for a while.....

i've been trying to keep my eyes shut for a while... hoping that things will work out in our r/s... so far so good... but still cant help to worry. really have the urge to go home n try SQ again, but the tot of trying again dreads me from going back.. plus, we just got a salary adjustment in EY, thus i'm really tempted to stay on here..

Another person ask me to give it up.. Saying tat cabin crews are all the same and tat i'm wasting my time and effort... i'm not sure if my decision is definitely gonna bring me a happy ending, but i'm definitely sick and tired of listening to all those negative suggestions.....

1 comment:

J.W. said...

Just choose the one that will make you happier. That's most important :))