Challenging the doctor

I got my emergency leave from 2nd to 5th January, so the roster for the week is disrupted. They gave me a Bombay flight today, but i decided not to do the flight.

Slept around 9pm last night, cos the Bombay flight departs early in the morning. But i woke up in the middle of the night at 1am, after which i was wide awake and couldn't fall asleep no matter how i tried. I guess i'm too paranoid about the interview. So in the end, i decided to give the horrible flight a skip.

Not that i didn't wanna do the flight, i wanted more money, so i'll really try to do watever flight i could. But i haven shut my eyes since i woke up at 1am. Dun think i have the energy to fight with the horrible pax on this flight.

Went to the doctor early this morning. I think i was one of the earliest. Sat there for almost half an hr before she finally called me in. Coincidentally i have been having diarrhoea for a few days, so i used this reason. In the end, not only she seemed unconvinced, she arrange for me to do a blood and stool test.....

And so, i went to the first level of the hospital and had 2 tubes of my blood sucked out from the needle and forced myself to shit for almost ten mins in the toilet.... Now, feeling a little sleepy, i have to wait for the test results to be out, and i still have to return to the hospital and let her decide if she's gonna let me have my sick leave....

I'm pissed... I think my acting ability is gone... i used to be such a good actress, and handling doctors has never been a problem for me.. now, i have to go through all these shit, and still uncertain if i'm gonna get an MC.... Haiz....