Human Nature

Giving is a form of art. It's not about having and owning. It is hard to give and expect no return. To give without having any return is the highest form of love. But is human being able to do that?

Well, i guess i've only really seen it in movies. Usually when someone broke a person's heart by leaving him, they'll end up not being able to be friends anymore.

I am surrounded in a world of artificial beings. Everyone is acting to be nice to each other, when most of the time, they're talking behind each other's back(that's most of the time referring to the same sex). As for opposite sex, they'll usually try to take advantage of each other.

Guys will always be nice to the girls. and wat they want in return? needless to say. It disgusts me most of the times, of the things guys do to make a girl like them or even look at them. and after getting wat they want, everything's over.

In a place where i'm staying now, most of the people around are lonely souls. We do not have our real friends or family around, therefore we'll turn to whoever tat comes to us, be it real friends or hypocrites. And those who can't stay in their real self, will turn themselves to the devils around them. It's definitely nice to have the attention of others, but they are not there to stay, just some fakers trying to take advantage. I've really seen enough and i shall not fall into such a trap myself.

The sad thing is, i feel that even the one whom i love, dun seem to love me anymore. Guys are after all guys. Their hormones seems to have something wrong. When they are exposed to more "things", in this case, women, they just can't help it.

The more u dun have something, the more u wanna get it. That's probably how i'm feeling towards my relationship. I figured out it's human nature to behave this way. When u dun get something, that thing seems to be the best in the world, but after u get it, u'll take it for granted. I dun know if my love is real. I just hate it when it seemed so difficult to maintain.

I'm really tired of all the problems that guys and girls are having and i really need a break....