missing u....

In singapore everyday since i came back from houston... 3 days off + Dhaka turn + Jakarta turn + Jakarta turn(last min taken off the flight) + off days + Bangkok turn tmr...... then finally Zurich..... *tada*

Including my Bangkok, it'll be a total of 11 days in Singapore... It's nice... except for all the turnarounds... but it's still nice, cos i seem to be able to see Peng everyday....

Thought we'll be able to play bowling today again, but he got called up for Capetown last minute... I didn't feel the pinch initially.. He was the one feeling sucky having to do a flight he doesn't really like, but when he was about to leave, i felt a sense of loneliness creeping into me...

He's gone now... and we won't see each other till i'm back from Zurich... which is one week away.... Feeling lonely... suddenly.... Have not felt like this for a long time....
I'm probably having my pms.... that's why i'm feeling emotional... plus i'm still sick...

Really dislike this feeling.... take it away from me....

Then came the thought that couple coding sounds like a good idea..... but marriage sounds bad.... Haiz....... +1-1=0