moody monday blues...

I haven't had such a bad day for quite a while. Moody Ms Janice burst out some sacarstic remarks during our food tasting session...

Really wanted to hold my words, but it spurted out, as usual. Felt horrible afterwards. Trying so hard to maintain good relationship with others, but being unfriendly is so much easier. The boiling feeling in me fluctuated around 90+ degree celsius, and the agitation made me boil into steam.

Mr Chia called me in the morning to inform that he'll be on 2 weeks MC, thus the class will be left alone without an instructor. The exam is just around the corner, and i'm as worried as everyone else.
Wondering wat could be done to make sure everyone pass. Feeling so obliged to make sure things will work out. Somehow i feel that the arrow is pointed at me. But at least i know that Mr Chia trusts me.

Felt disappointed. A sense of betrayal from someone whom i thought was the closest to me.
I'm not sure if i am thinking too much. How should i feel when someone suggested that i should not do certain thing to help the class as it may lead to some complications, but in the end did the same thing herself?

Life is full of scheming people, and they're apparently everywhere... I'm disappointed.....